bad days

Once in a while u get bad days. U go to work but don't feel like working. Especially when u partner up with someone who has different thinking about how work should be done. Plus the stress of having to redo inferior work left by others in the given timeframe.

Took half-day off after I decided that I have had enough sh*t for the day and went home. Didn't want my mood to affect the work in progress. Went to see a doctor the next day and she thinks(at least the impression she gave me) I am just trying to get away from work on a friday.

These people never enquired about our work and decides that we are slackers because we want to take MC. If we actually make a deadly mistake at work, some 300 people may just drop from the skies and killing some more on the ground. We are professional people who knows when we need to take a break before we make a fatal error at work. The stress levels are very high. Time, cost and quality are the bulk of our concern. This is proven when the doctor told me I am having high blood pressure. This was at a normal pressure before I joined the industry.

One thing that I realised also, people who are big sized or fat, are usually percieved as lazy, useless bums who will slack at work at every moment given. This is not true. We have to work harder than the average guy. More effort is spent to do the same action and there are restriction to the minimum workspace required.

We have our ways to get around to do our work, so don't say we are sitting around doing nothing. Sometimes our height requires us to sit down and do work, while average guys can do it squatting down because he is not tall enough.

Anyway, the conversion to direct staff has been accepted and it will probably happen in june. This will take some stress off me although the pay increment is lower than I expected. The benefits are gonna be a great help.

PS: For the record, I will not be going back to the same clinic ever. If I am gonna pay to be served with this kind of attitude, then good riddance to u. No wonder no one goes to this clinic anymore.